Up and Running

I haven't posted anything to this blog yet because I'm...anal.  I don't feel like I can share anything with the world on this platform until everything is perfect.  I have the perfect blog header picture, but I just haven't taken it yet.  I also have NO CLUE what I want to do with the background yet; hence the old world room motif.  I'll figure it out.

I've also never done the "follower" thing.  I read other blogs through a blog reader, so I always thought, "Why follow other bloggers?  I already read them."  Well, if I want more people to read, I'll have to make more of an effort.

And that's the story of my life, kiddos.  Make more of an effort.  Maybe I should reconsider the blog title...

My main blog, My Peaches and Cream, is mainly my family blog.  Over there I blog about my kid and all the hilarious and not so hilarious things that she does.  I also blog about personal stuff, but I try not to get too deep.  This blog will NOT be that way.  And if you don't read, then you don't read.  I've kept alot of things off of My Peaches and Cream out of fear of who will read it.  Again, this blog will NOT be that way.  It turns out that I don't care as much as I thought I did about what people think.

Why the name Separation Anxiety?  I'm glad you asked.  I have struggled for some time now to separate myself from people, things, ideas and I've been unsuccessful.  I've recently faced the anxiety separating my desire to be a person AND a mother...and that's going just swimmingly.  I say that half seriously and half sarcastically.  I am in great need of separating my family life and my work life.  There should be a "they say" that goes something like, "They say you don't lend money to family...and NEVER work with them."  When things get too intermingled it can get messy.  Just saying.  But I've found comfort and security in the dysfunctionality...and that's even more scary than actually working here.

Change is coming.  And it's scaring the hell out of me.